Here I am, ready to start my 4th semester at BYU-Idaho. In so many ways I still feel like a freshmen. I still am clueless, every start of the semester feels like the first. It's just the dread of unpacking and spending the billions of dollars to get prepared for a measly 3-4 months of school. Anxiety always kicks in and the debate of doing well in school or actually having a social life haunts my mind. Sleep becomes a missed hobby and the thrill of meeting new people every day makes life exciting. The constant wheel of change is alway spinning and I can't get it to stop. I think that is the most difficult part of school. Nothing is ever the same. Roommates constantly change, classes, campus. It's border line overwhelming.
Driving up here by myself has really sunk in the realization that I am here, living on my own. Even though this is my 3rd semester doing it on my own, it still hits you hard. There are no parents to help me, no one to hold my hand and walk me through it. Yes, I get guidance from my family but for the most part, they are all my decisions. I am deciding what I'm doing with my life and what direction I want to go with it. I'm slowly getting use to the fact that I'm turning into the dreaded word... an ADULT.
After many hours, my lifetime friend Taylor and I finally got our room beautified... We are pretty proud.
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